what happen to me?

2008-10-23T20:47:00.000-07:00

hello i'm back in blog :D
life getting better already
less stress !
nothing much to spent my holiday
quite bored at home but can sleep like pig
need go back school for lessons .
yawnn
hope everything is fine right now
study study time !
just get back my result
quite better but didn't get the result that i want
my science finally get A1 ! dammm happpy
the other quite ok .
class position 13 !!! can't get top10
sad sad .

2008-09-10T08:36:00.001-07:00

Everything have change already .
My strength had been using up .
I really can't get up and be myself again .
My Life it just totally suck .
The way i am totally different me .
But no one can see .
I am very stressful now !
I wish that my exam is easy and i can do well .
Because of this , my attiude have change .
Sorry if i very scold you or what .
I really no mood and my emotion can't control !
Day by day pass , exam getting near and near .
just like my blood , once i slash blood will drip and drip .
No one can realise about it .
Can i give up ?

All day long you plot destruction .
Your tongue cuts like a sharp razor
you're an expert at telling lies .
You love evil more than good
and lies more than truth

You love to destroy others with your words ,
you LIAR !

You always ignore my cry for help
Please Listen and Answer me ,
for i am overwhlmed by my troubles .

My heart pounds in my chest.
The terror of death assults me .
Fear and trembling overwhelm me,
and I can't stop shaking.
Oh , that i had wings like a dove
then i would fly away and rest !
I would fly far away for the quiet of the wilderness.

2008-08-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

This maybe my last blog ?
cause i gonna study hard soon .
Eoy coming soon
left 5 more weeks
make me mad !
i trying my science get A1 .
chiong chiong chiong .
later everyone can see my white hair come out
lol
if anyone willing to help me .
can tell me :D
i will be very happy !
or anyone that want study with me
all are weclome [:
but don't make noisy !
HAHAHA
this few weeks i gonna mia .
aft my eoy i will be back for blogging :D
please don't miss me !
i know you guys sure miss me
takecare everyone , jia you jia you

2008-08-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

back in action already !
everyone keep asking my post .
don't know what to post siah
finally exam finishh !
freedommm here i come but no money
budget ]:
everyone birthday coming liao .
i still own alot people present feel like cry for moneyy !!
last week saw elson ,
look ok but for me i keep laughing like hell !
den saw yurong zh !
OMGG can't laugh
don't know why siah
yurong and zh look so couple siah
weee weee !
holiday is coming sooon !
woooooohoooa
but result coming soon tooo ]:
sure english fail or geography
i sure cry , anyone can lend me shoulder.

xiaobao darling .
sorry le
forgive me cann?
i very sorry that i never go out with you today
next time go out k?
must know how to forgive and forget ]:
the most you hate me , the most my heart pain .
can't cure by pandol
my heart pain for youu baby .

2008-07-27T05:53:00.000-07:00

i fianlly post already !
Everyone keep ask me update my blog !
i know update my blog ]:
Everyone had change & grow taller !!!!!!!!
but me i still remain the same ]:
i dammm sad why i not grow taller
not fair not fair
Nevermind ]:
i hope someday i will taller :D
Today went to lotone eat sushi
i order damm alot & eat alot tooo
my stomach grow bigger bigger like a pig liao
eat finish pay bill .
OMMGG ! $70++++ somewhere here
HAHAHAHA
After that walk around
& went home [:

Ameera TWINNIE [:
don't cry again kay? if you cry again i also cry too
Hope everything will be alright & someday nighthawk will know about it
:D

2008-06-09T11:43:00.000-07:00

today went out my stead [:
wanted go out wib ameea , roma & sheena
but in the end all don't want ):
nevermind waiting for Bf work finish .
den go jurong find him .
meet liao went to play .
HAHAHA
my basketball getting so shit la !
get 227 point ! quite nice rite?
& win Bf daytona ! ;x
so let me win like not fair):
hahaha
den walk around jp . nothing to buy lur .
& he keep asking me what you want?
and he buy for me keychain . haha
so cute ! yawnnn
den went home tired ):

2008-06-07T19:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out wib sotong [:
quite fun .
then went to lipo building .
wtf ! th levi's is old old der !
den go bugis liao .
i buy bf & watch .
& go makan ! wahh so expensive !
and soo little only !
nevermind .
go vivo , wahh almost shop on sale.
but not enuff money to buy .
next sat den go buy :x
sotong went buy tee .
pull & bear ! LOL.
i think next time i open shop
i will open push & pig . LOL
HAHAHA
nice name rite?
den walk around & take pic .
aft tat went home [;

2008-06-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

Today just a ok day [:
went out with roma , sheena & yurong !
meet them at lotone .
den go dhoby ghuat .
walk around here & there .
den went to meet emma they all.
go mind cafe .
hahaha.
play ugly ugly with sheena they all & annabel
keep shouting & laughing !
den roma going amk so we need go liao .
company roma to mrt there .
den went to bunk play comp.
play awhile den saw my leen;mummy & candy;laoponeh [:
den went home !

it's just too fine day !

2008-06-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

Today very tired day ]:
i really can't take it the stress.
wake up & go school .
it like normal school day.
almost everyday need go school.
i want rest & peace.
and i just want study my english.
but i really no time no revision.
i totally stress & tired .
math is getting complicated and hard .
i really don't understand .
feel like bang the wall !
there no escape .
i want give up !
i totally can't control!
finding help & no one care .
what the fucking wrong?
everyone are changing attuide toward me .
can i change the past?

♥
you know everyday i no mood
you try to comfort me.
i feel tired ,
you lend me your shoulder.
i very bored,
you make me happy & crazy.
i sad,
you tell me joke .
you everyday try your best to care me.
i just want to say
I Love You [: ♥

2008-06-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

3JUNE2008 !
it is totally bored and tired day !
wake up & ready for IP ):
super bored during lesson .
& rachel , ameera & roma pon
they all so naughty D:
thn teacher keep talking .
i too much correction !!
cause careless mistake la .
ms wong keep saying must put ()
then i keep forget ):
so almost all are wrong !
super sad & wish that exam i wont like that .
HAHAHAHA
then go hall find th ponQUEEN .
see th wed streetdance ppl .
walao they dance so well & so cool step .
aft that den practice our dance step .
i try my best to remb all steps !
i do well la .
then went to lotone walkwalk.
& go home

[:

2008-06-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

today (:
when to click five concert !
wohooooooooa .
how awesome hor?
go tpy wait for fiona.
then go kallang take bus go singapore indoor stadium.
reach there liao go shopping center walk walk
and go eat sushi .
yummy yummy . spent alot money on sushi ):
den go back to singapore indoor stadium
HAHAHA
Alot people sia.
wait for click five . ONE HOURRRRR !
sit and wait .
GOSHHH !
got two ppl that beside are when we eat sushi also beside us !
th world are so SMALL !
YEAHHH
click five fianlly come & alot ppl keep shouting.
i also got screaming like hell :X
JOEY IS HOT HOT HOT !
And the lead singer ! they both are HOTTEST & HANDSOME !
WAHHH ! They say so nice lur .
Then watch about one hourplus den go liao .
cause scared no bus & tmr got school )':
take bus go bedok den go take mrt
:D
finally reach home ! tooooo tired !!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-31T22:25:00.000-07:00

life getting complicated
i tired of school thing !
but i really must go .
my world getting so empty now.
i just keep praying all day long.
for better life & rest .
sometime i get hyper & emo
people say i crazy but my inside are emo .
i really stress out & i just want sleeping pill
to keep sleeping .
but i don't think sleeping pill can cure me .
God please please help me to get out this place
& find a better life for me .
i need you !
i really can't take it anymore .
one day i will burst out.
i just keep count day by day.
And the spirit keep follow me & i dunnoe why i keep feel the spirit
i really scared of spirit .
please God help me ! i need you by my side .
)':

2008-05-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

wake up 11am .
super tired feel like sleep again
then watch tv awhile & go to bedok find church friends
gosh , alot ppl i dunnoe siah ==
long long long time never go church ):
all forget their name & only know their appearance
den go to my group .
lol all i dunnoe ==
den intro their and there to know each other
got 4 station to play
most of them quite fun
but all game must turn yourself ):
super dizzy & headache !
aft that rainin ! AHHHHHh !
find shuttle & rest .
i forget bring snack & water !
wtf lur ): thirsty like hell .
rain stop liao .
play th last game !
YEAHHHhhh !
walao ): water game .
i dont want play siah but AUNTY cheryl say must ):
i have no choice .
den make me more dizzy & leg pain !
i keep turning turning.
aft that all ppl push each other & i faster run away
& went to wash my feet that full of sand !
super erxin sia .
den went home
wait for they all
goshhh we walk to bus stop so long ):
den me & 2friends too tired so take taxi to bedok .
HAHAHAHHA
& take bus go home :D
i saw alot "chicken" at geylang ==
super erxin siah ! feel like vomit

2008-05-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

just finish my blog .
today was tiring day !
morning went to lotone
meet ameera,roma,sheena,rachel
sian siaz .
after that walk slowly to school
goshh ! late for streetdance .
then dance dance so tiring siah .
th step so hard & complicated !
i was super blur & dunnoe where to move
keep do wrong steps !
dying soon .
den th b!tch keep action .
hais , super bored but fun la dance wib classmates .
missssssssssssssss 2HeroHeroine !
then went home & update th blog (;